A few things have changed since my last journal entry. My physiology class has not become any easier. I am behind a little in my classes, but I am doing my best to get all of my assignments together so I can finish them quickly. It’s getting pretty stressful because of all the time limits. If I do not finish the assignments there is no time for me to make them up. I am getting worried, but trying not to worry too much about everything so I won’t shut down and become completely overwhelmed. Things will work out as long as I finish everything and reach my goals for this semester so I won’t have to worry about second semester.
I need to figure out which classes I must perform stronger in so I can get on track and not have to worry so much. Especially with my physiology class. I am a couple MT's behind, but I am using my flex time to catch up. The difficulties I am having with my senior project are drawing out my life map, making my website look nice and professional ,but also personal at the same time. When I am drawing my life map I am trying to make it unique and beautiful. I am a decent drawer but it takes a large amount of time to get the drawing looking the way I want it. I want it to represent me and my life in the best way possible.
What I’m enjoying about my senior project is being able to show who I am and what my interests are and what kind of student I am. A few things I am enjoying about senior year so far are knowing I’m almost done with high school and creating great memories with my friends and teachers. I have applied for scholarships so I may attend COS and I am filling out my application. I have also began filling out my FAFSA so I can get financial aid when I choose and begin my classes. I am not getting any support from my family that I live with so I’m trying to become more independent. I am getting support from my partner and my father as well as my stepmother. To be honest It’s scary to become an adult to depend mainly on yourself. Even with things being bad between my mother and I. I am confident that I will reach my goals, graduate, and go to college so I can create a better life for myself in the future. There are worse situations I could be in, but now that I am 18 I have found myself. Not exactly who I am but I know what I want and what I don’t want in life. Especially not negative hurtful environment. I want to be optimistic. I want to work hard and enjoy life as much as I can even when things get hard I don’t want to give up. I want to keep fighting for a greater life.
I need to figure out which classes I must perform stronger in so I can get on track and not have to worry so much. Especially with my physiology class. I am a couple MT's behind, but I am using my flex time to catch up. The difficulties I am having with my senior project are drawing out my life map, making my website look nice and professional ,but also personal at the same time. When I am drawing my life map I am trying to make it unique and beautiful. I am a decent drawer but it takes a large amount of time to get the drawing looking the way I want it. I want it to represent me and my life in the best way possible.
What I’m enjoying about my senior project is being able to show who I am and what my interests are and what kind of student I am. A few things I am enjoying about senior year so far are knowing I’m almost done with high school and creating great memories with my friends and teachers. I have applied for scholarships so I may attend COS and I am filling out my application. I have also began filling out my FAFSA so I can get financial aid when I choose and begin my classes. I am not getting any support from my family that I live with so I’m trying to become more independent. I am getting support from my partner and my father as well as my stepmother. To be honest It’s scary to become an adult to depend mainly on yourself. Even with things being bad between my mother and I. I am confident that I will reach my goals, graduate, and go to college so I can create a better life for myself in the future. There are worse situations I could be in, but now that I am 18 I have found myself. Not exactly who I am but I know what I want and what I don’t want in life. Especially not negative hurtful environment. I want to be optimistic. I want to work hard and enjoy life as much as I can even when things get hard I don’t want to give up. I want to keep fighting for a greater life.